Staying positive through out is such a drab !!
It almost feels artificial. The day brought in various small incidents, that could combine all their forces to create an avalanche of negativity.
And they did !! The base of it all was of course the Swelling not going down at all. With the rest of the body completely recovered, just the swelling holding me back at home, started feeling like a jail.
My mom - pinched her finger badly in the bath room door. Kids results came, too bad. Wife broke down in to tears, while all along she has been the pillar of strength.
All that together, created a real depressing set of emotions in the head. And all I could do was to respect all the emotions, irrespective of type. Go with the flow. It had its time and its passing.
I told my wife not to sit in front of the temple / God. Not to chant slokas etc. That makes one more depressed. She found it counter intuitive but tried it nevertheless.
I went out of the house with kids any way after sometime, without having any handkerchief to hide my face. Bought some cool kinnect games for kids !
They came back home and had a blast. Will worry about there exam and results, when I can help them in studies !!
Overall, the day ended in a very very positive note.
And I thought, you can not jump high, if you do not push down first. Its a spring board. So totally worth respecting the negativity as much as we do to the positivity.Just not dwell in it !!
It almost feels artificial. The day brought in various small incidents, that could combine all their forces to create an avalanche of negativity.
And they did !! The base of it all was of course the Swelling not going down at all. With the rest of the body completely recovered, just the swelling holding me back at home, started feeling like a jail.
My mom - pinched her finger badly in the bath room door. Kids results came, too bad. Wife broke down in to tears, while all along she has been the pillar of strength.
All that together, created a real depressing set of emotions in the head. And all I could do was to respect all the emotions, irrespective of type. Go with the flow. It had its time and its passing.
I told my wife not to sit in front of the temple / God. Not to chant slokas etc. That makes one more depressed. She found it counter intuitive but tried it nevertheless.
I went out of the house with kids any way after sometime, without having any handkerchief to hide my face. Bought some cool kinnect games for kids !
They came back home and had a blast. Will worry about there exam and results, when I can help them in studies !!
Overall, the day ended in a very very positive note.
And I thought, you can not jump high, if you do not push down first. Its a spring board. So totally worth respecting the negativity as much as we do to the positivity.Just not dwell in it !!
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